I was always the one who was happy and playful, who smiled and never backed down.
I was always the one who encouraged you, told you to speak your mind, hold nothing back.
I was always the one to be there for you, having your back through thick and thin.
I was always the one who never showed defeat, holding my head up as we wallowed through the streets.
I was always the one who admired your strength, your willingness to go on.
I was always the one whose feelings changed, turning from friendship to something more inside of me.
I was always the one to hide my fear, afraid that these feelings will drive us apart.
I was always the one to never ask if you felt the same.
I was always the one who never hesitated
Now I'm the one who waits
Now I'm the one who fears he has waited too long...
