Digi's Leave?

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Princess Masako wrote:

At times I experience hardship in trying to find the proper point of balance between traditional things and my own personality.

Recently most of you may have noticed that I haven't been the best person lately, or the best leader, the best administrator (@the rest of the staff), the best friend (I've been a pretty bad friend to a lot of people IRL and online--most of you know Armand, I've lost him, my best friend, because of who I am), and just overall not a good person. I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know who to depend on, even though I pray to God now and then when nobody is around to counsel me. That's ironic. WDA's counselor needs counseling. Its true. I'm human. I'm not perfect. I'm not better than anybody here. I'm not who you think I am. I'm not the nicest person in this academy--better yet the nicest person at all. I'm not that passionate, loving leader you once knew. I'm breaking apart at the seams and there's not a single person here that can sow me back together.

I'm at my breaking point with everyone I'm surrounded with and I've pushed all the buttons I could possibly push with the people I love the most. I've seen too many people disrespect me for my stubbornness and dedication to my agenda and my visions/ideologies. I'm stubborn, stuck-up, snobby; also I'm a control freak. I play dirty to get what I want and I've deceived alot of people to get WDA where it is now.
I've expected too much out of my fellow staff members and out of you all. I can't stand to see myself like this. So far the past few weeks when I log on, I've been fighting with people and yelling, scolding and over-extending my duties and responsibilities.

On top of all of this, when I'm stressed and under a lot of pressure, I will snap. When I snap, its not pretty. I don't see myself fit to make choices for the well-being of this community. I've busied myself so much to the point where I've definitely lost time to be with you. My life at home is much worse to the point that I know that I'll be struggling when I'm off to uni (meaning working part-time and other jobs to keep a decent stability). I don't have the time to baby you guys or to harass you just to duel. I don't have the time to lead the way, be the example to start up events and make sure they're all finished. That's why I have staff, committees, and mods to help me out with that. I've expected this community to change a little quicker to make better habits of just being better people and actually being duelists. I may have expected too much.

I made a promise that I would stay with you guys until we burn down and forced out of here. I want to keep that promise. I'm a hypocrite now that I say this. I've helped everyone here in their times of need, please help me and help yourselves by being more active, post in the forum more, DUEL more, help me run events, help plan out events, help me run this academy, help me support the community, help me make the changes we seek. Inspire me, I beg of you.

EDIT: For those whom I have hurt, I apologize for whatever I may have done.

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Jaden H wrote:

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His face when he notices this is not a farewell.

i heard a noise.....so i came to check it out





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Why is this thread necroposted?

Yeah, this post is no longer relevant to current situations as far as I know.
I'm going to lock this now.

Do make sure you read the dates on posts, guys.